Fantasy palace

Humility...

I feel it in my stomach.

Seeing a girl slapped, a violent craving grabs me: do it to me! Hit me, kick me, strip me, whip me, cuff me, trample on my face, twist my nipples painfully…

I desire to kiss your hands. I desire to kiss your feet. I desire to lick off the mud from your shoes.

I strongly desire for being put to shame. To be exposed publicly, naked. For being spat at, for eating trash, for licking the pavement ...

Lion

In my fancy
every black African has a lion.

You are walking with your lion
along the path
where i am lying face down
naked, hogtied, gagged.

You say to the lion: "Grab her!"
and the beast takes my neck between its jaws,
cautious not to hurt me,
but growling.

And now i am trembling
with my vulnerable throat in the lion's mouth,
waiting for your next word.

Punished for you

When i was being punished for you,
my body danced in its restrains.
When i was being punished for you,
the singletail danced on my bare breasts.
When i was being punished for you,
painted wolf packs danced in the woodland,
vulture squads danced in the air,
half naked black giants danced with chain whips,

and my saliva was flowing down on my chin,
and my blood was flowing down on my pelvis,
and ...

Wornderfull

My English is far from perfect, but that of my dearest Zulu friend is even poorer. No doubt she is perfect in Zulu, and she speaks another tribal language, Xhosa, too, but in English she makes adorable mistakes. I put here her farewell message:

ngiyabonga gabi u are most wornderfull person i will misss u take a gud care of ur self

Ngiyabonga means thank you, gabi means me, the more of the sentence is in most wornderfull English. I am not ...

Punish me

I am standing before You naked,
with my hands on the back of my head,
defenseless.

Punish me for loving You.

Please take a sjambok and hit my exposed body,
beat my breasts till they bleed,
punish me for loving You.

Please use the sjambok on my bare back,
beat it till it bleeds,
punish me for loving You.

Please make the skin of my bottom break,
make me bleed profusely, ...