i just signed up, just wanted to say hi to everyone out there
*waves shyly*
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i just signed up, just wanted to say hi to everyone out there
*waves shyly*
Welcome and enjoy your stay.
Hello and :wel
A very hearty welcome from a Texas sub.
Welcome to the Library!
Welcome to the Library. :)
:wel
Hello and welcome!
i can't seem to edit my post. just wanted to post the (rather long) reply i just made about my sexual history, for those interested
another early starter here, i was about six or seven when i started playing playground games where i'd be tied up and forced to do things. we'd play at them being evil scientists who'd put me into a machine to change my body...at home i started letting these fanasties run on, and started playing with myself (i got caught aged 8 with the head of the shower between my legs, that's when i got the sex talk off my mum, remember knowing most of the basicas already, no idea where from) one of the most recurring fantasies was being in a clear plastic box while boys peed on me, and having to drink it or i'd drown. there was always a crowd watching and laughing at me as well. ideas which still make me tingle today.
went through a period of represion at boarding school, although still masturbated furiously (try doing that in a dorm...) got into books by Ann Rice, and then found the first of the sleeping beauty trilogy in a bookshop. i remember sitting on the floor to read it, too scared i'd be asked for ID to actually buy it, but getting about half the way through i plucked up the courage. the cashier gave me a knowing smile and i nearly died! i must have only been about 12.
spent lots of time surfing wikipedia and other sites that weren't blocked by our schools filters gleaning information, so i was already pretty knowledgeable about things like safe words and terminolgy. my first relationship (with two girls, one 14, one 18 i was 16) had BDSM elements, biting and scratching and tying up. i left when i found someone who could take me further.
in another three way relationship (during which my gender identity issues came to the front, i'm FtM, the two others in the relationship were MtF and FtM) i sought out as many new experiences as possible, going to clund and munches and trying needles, wax, flogging, electro play....
when that relationship fell apart and i moved further north for university i played the field a little, multiple partners and more experiences. always had a drive to push myself further.
then i met my fiance and everything changed, suddenly i only wanted to sleep with him, felt guilty even looking at porn, even though he's fine, and even encourages me sleeping with other people (testosterone injections give you a stupidly high sex drive, and mine was very high to begin with) we started out with kink elements, but gradually got more and more vanilla, well, by my terms, objectivly i'm sure a vanilla person looking at our sex life wouldn't see it that way.
as we did less overtly kinky stuff, stopped going to muches etc my libido got more controlable, but it felt like part of me had been removed. for so long i'd self identified as kinky, submissive and *interesting* and suddenly it felt like i wasn't. so i started revisiting my old haunts and suddenly it all sprang back to life, my sex drive has shot up again (a bugger because he's ill at the moment) and i'm getting back in contact with old fuck buddies to se if the fancy seeing me again.
that brings us to the present. i'm 20 years old and poised to delve back into the scene, my pain tolerence has almost dissapeared, and i'ma bit out of practise, but that can be fixed ;)
welcome to the library! I liked reading about you :) Good luck
hi slut
*giggles* i get all squirmy just reading thatQuote:
Originally Posted by subserviant
Welcome to the site!!!
We are so very happy to have you here. The forums are full of great information, as well as having a very nice personels section and chatroom.
There is also an awsome Tasking Society for those wishing to learn just how to give and or preform commands.
Feel free to pm any of the staff or myself with conserns or questions, we are more than willing to lend a hand.
Hope to see more of you soon.
Have lots of fun exploring the site!!
Hugs and kissess,
denuseri
Hi and welcome to the site. I hope you find it fun and informative!