I like to read Historical Romances. WHY? Well, I am a very sexual being and before I found out about the lifestyle I was able to appease myself through reading these stories..provocative, sexual, intamate, and, in some cases, loving.

With men in my past sex was just that, SEX. No intamacy really. I would go to sleep frustrated and unfulfilled because I didn't have away to give my sexual being what it needed. After having children, private time was very rare so reading became non-existant. So, I turned to food. Some foods would satisfy more than sex ever had. Then I found about the lifestyle. I was able to put my sexual being to use. Never in my life have I had such fun and being fulfilled.

A lot of these romances have BDSM undertones, which, I would never have guessed until, after, learning about the lifestyle. I always wondered why I was more interested in the historical romances. Then it came to me one day. Stealing of the lady, the taming of her, the use of her, then the concuring of HIM. Winning his heart through her submission to him. Something I've always wanted from a man. To take what I offer and in return....he is mine as much as I am his. Historical Romances are filled with these type of dialogues. I still like them but I am not drawn to them as I used to be, since I am now able to live out my sexual desires and needs.