Well since so far people have like what I have written about my past and growing up (and, I like to share and talk, hence why I am a performer) I shall continue.

So about the time that I was really discovering girls, going through puberty, and generally figuring out about myself and who I wanted to be that every teenager goes through I had another layer added to it by my desire to be dominant. Now to shatter everyone dreams that my growing up was a D/s dream come true, my Dom leanings lead to more heartache and turmoil above and beyond what vanilla teenagers go through.

Now from talking with my mom and dad, as well as some other family friends that were either in the lifestyle or very open and knowledgeable I had gotten the basics of D/s and some of basics for bondage. So, with a few tools I set out to see what I could do.

Well, at the time the girl that I was seeing, well, she wasn’t into anything other then making out in a car… But, I do give her credit for not being completely freaked out when I brought up that I wanted to tie her up. I didn’t even get into the Domination side of things. Also, she didn’t go back to school and start telling everyone that I was a freak either, but even if she had, most wouldn’t have believed it (quick note, in HS I was a geek, nerd, choir boy, in the drama club, etc.)

Ok, so I go from girl to girl, some I didn’t event think to bring it up just from their reactions to other topics... But finally I found a girl in HS that was a little more daring and was able to try out some bondage stuff. But she was not willing to go for the submissive part.

It wasn’t until I was a junior in HS that I finely met a girl that was open to a lot more. We started out with just light bondage, we set up a safe word and every time we would get together I slowly introduce more and more D/s elements into out play. We had a great time but as with all things it had to come to end.

Now I have told you this to get to this point. All though HS and every time I had a problem with girls and BDSM I would come back to my father or one of our other family friends with lots of questions. But some of the hardest one they really couldn’t help with. Trying to have a D/s relationship in HS was very hard mostly due to every teenagers want for power. Not many teenagers are looking to be submissive at that early of an age because they already feel that they are being controlled by their parents and the school itself.

It wasn’t until collage that I had better experiences, most due to my involvement with theater, Ren Faires and through those getting to some fetish shows and demos. So all in all HS sucked I think worse for me because not only was I having all the normal HS bull, but I had more info then most teenagers on D/s and really wanted to get into it more but couldn’t.

Oh well, it was still a learning experience.