For many years the ignorance went on,
and at times i thought you were gone.

I tried to stay strong through it all,
but as time went on i curled in a ball.

i carried our problems through each day all alone,
i tried to tell you but you couldn't hear my tone.

You were gone in a smoke myst,
that swirled your head in bliss.

of no concerns for you and i,
and let responsiblity slip by.

Always happy while i laid and cried,
to make you see i tried and tried.

it took an illness to make you open your eyes,
and see my pain agony and fearful cries.

Now the evil is unbearable with in my soul,
my poems now show that evil took it's toll.

and out of the myst you finally come,
telling all the wrong you have done.

Have you left the agony and pain to long,
Your anger for the beast is it to strong.

Only time will tell as it goes by,
as all i want to do now is fly.

thank you for the poem Tester.. i am sorry it went this far... Maybe one day it will grow again .. but first i have to heal

hugs
snow