personally i have not. Does this make me a bad submissive, i really hope not. I think the reason why i havent come to these sudden realisations is becuase ive never fulled allowed myself to let go or truly confront my submissive side. Yes i have embrased it to an extent but ive never been with a Dominate or someone to the extent that you are speaking of.

They say everything comes in time, so for me im not rushing any realisations but i remember us talking about this the other day, and it made sence there and it makes sence here in this thread. I hope someone comes along that is more insightful then me