How do you deal with death?

[snowflake]

My morthe is at home with me and is on hospice care. She will be 88 in December. She is now difficult to wake and has eaten only once in the past five days though she sometimes takes juice. Today I've been crying almost nonstop. We are the last of our branch of the family tree. so I will soon be all alone. How do you deal with it?

hi skp2bear,

Even though we have never met i think i can feel some of your pain .. one year to this day i lost my dad.. it tore me apart to no end .. i even had a break down and wrote a poem the night i had it to share my hurt as i screamed inside for help..and help did come..but it was not the people or family that helped me at all in R/L.. matter of fact they only made it worse other then the ones within my four walls.. that would be my Master and b/f The Tester and also my kids... They of course were there right beside me...

Had it not been for the ones on the net espeicially on this site another site and my own .. i truly don't think i would have gotten through it..

The people here opened their hearts even talked about it in chat .. they stood by me in such a manner i could near feel their hugs for real... And i still say their warm thought good waves and feelings ..prayers and love pulled me through...

And to this day even as i went into chat today .. i was once again shown that compasion over dad as this is the 1st anniversary...


All i can say hun is trust the ones here .. know they truly mean what they send in hugs and special words and comments .. Know they do pray and send good thoughts as i felt each one...

You are not alone believe me .. you have family here and you just got another sis.. sis..

Sends prayers and hugs for strength through this very scary time and know we are thinking of both you and your mom and will continue to as long as you need it...

Hugs
Always
snow