What could you do to me???

[MissConfused]

I have to leave for the evening but
Give me a command I will gladly carry it out on Wednesday
Remember I am by myself, this will be self-bondage
And I am a newbie
Give me a possible and humiliating command and I will write you about it

[LewisC]

MissConfused, Your task, if you decide to accept it, is to dab Icy-Hot cream in your ass and cunt, and on your nipples five different times during the day tomorrow. Respond to me at <biggreek100@aol.com> Master Lewis

[DarkHorseSr]

This is an easy one You must flash both your boobs and your pussy to six people. Three of them male and three of them females. you can not do it in a restroom. It must not just a quick flash they must get a LONG look.

[masterdw]

My order to you is simple. Piss into a bucket in the morning, then drink it. Then put on an adult diaper, (Depends) and wear it when you have to piss during the day. Wear it for at least three hours after pissing before you change the diaper.

[meh]

missconfused you are to finger yourself in a public till you cum and can not be in the bathroom. respond back to me at <wolfkingcarnage@aol.com (aim)><reapingstorm@live.com (msn im)> <game0email@yahoo.com (yim>

[pangent617]

missconfused

You are to open all curtains and blinds as you rise in the morning. You are to bath no less than 4 times during the day twice to be done after dark. You are to place your clothes next to the windows and dress there. respond to pangent@xmission.com

[DesertDom]

I sense that you are not sure of your position and value in the world.

Your task would be to spread grains of rice over a hard wood or tile floor. Then while wearing a bra several sizes too small and a crouch rope, squat bare footed on the rice facing a wall. Your arms would be crossed behind you and you would then meditate as to how you can improve the life of your Master or Mistress through your service. You are not touch yourself, as mentioned your only task is to determine what you can add to a relationship through your service.

If you decide to accept this task, you may report back directly to the forum publicly.

[MissConfused]

I sense that you are not sure of your position and value in the world.

Your task would be to spread grains of rice over a hard wood or tile floor. Then while wearing a bra several sizes too small and a crouch rope, squat bare footed on the rice facing a wall. Your arms would be crossed behind you and you would then meditate as to how you can improve the life of your Master or Mistress through your service. You are not touch yourself, as mentioned your only task is to determine what you can add to a relationship through your service.

If you decide to accept this task, you may report back directly to the forum publicly.

DesertDom I do not have a bra several sizes too small but I have experimented with a crotch rope before.
I will obey your command

[Oak]

Even though I, like quite a few here, are into public humiliation and showing off. I will not demand that of you. But find a good heavy hairbrush or bathing brush and give yourself a hard selfspanking, in the bare butt of course, followed by 15 minutes corner time.

[MissConfused]

DesertDom and Oak may I combine both of your commands into one?
DesertDom I practiced squating in a corner today to see how long I could hold myself up. Unfortunately my legs failed to take the strain for more than seven minutes.
Oak I have spanked myself with a belt before.

If it pleases both of you may I PLEASE do the following?
I will spread uncooked rice in the corner of my bathroom where I will have to crotch below the sink. This is a very tight and confined location.
I will tie myself up with a crotch rope.
Then I will give myself ten lashings with my belt. I will do more if I fail to make my bottom red and sore.
I will then sit crosslegged in the corner with my hands behind my back and my face placed into the corner of the wall. I have tested this location and I will have to crunch my shoulders below the sink.
I will sit there contemplating my desires in BDSM and will write you back with my thoughts.

[DesertDom]

This is your journey and I am unsure of your motives. When my gurl needs to look within herself and consider her motivations and what she seeks in the future, we use the squatting meditatation method. It combines increasing physical discomfort ( the squatting on rice grains and the overly tight bra) with sexual tension ( the crouch rope). She has learned to put these conflicting sensations aside while focusing on her inner thoughts. Iirc, she has maintained this position for at least 2 hours on several occasions.

As I said, I am unsure of your motives, whether you simply seek pain or humiliation or desire to learn more of your needs. So, if you wish to combine my task with a self whipping, feel free. :-) Since, you are modifiying the task, I would expect that you stay in this position after it begins to stress your body. Do not give in when your body first begins to ache or how will you learn to accept physical discomfort?

I do expect that you will report back publicly to the forum how you felt both mentally and physically as you went about this task.

[MissConfused]

DesertDom I hope I haven't disappointed you.
I am not avoiding squating because I want to avoid pain, but rather I am avoiding falling over after few minutes.
I want time to contemplate my desires and I know I can not do so in the few minutes my legs would hold me up.
I fear my focus will be on how I failed you

[masterdw]

I would like to know if you considered my request. You can post a reply here or e-mail me at daw0416412@cs.com. Please let me know. BTW, I cannot squat for more than a few minutes either.

[MissConfused]

masterdw I am so sorry but I will not play with urine

[DesertDom]

miss confused, you haven't disapointed me because I have no expectations at this point. Those would only come over time after a lot more conversations.

If you begin performing your task, you need only focus on your inner self and where you hope to be.

[masterdw]

Mahatma Ghandi, not exactly a pervert, drank his own urine every morning. But if you want something else, simple and straitforward, spend two hours out of your house, doing every day things, while you have two dildos inside of you, front and back. Let me know how it goes. Have fun.

[meh]

and what of my request missconfused?

[MissConfused]

Mahatma Ghandi, not exactly a pervert, drank his own urine every morning. But if you want something else, simple and straitforward, spend two hours out of your house, doing every day things, while you have two dildos inside of you, front and back. Let me know how it goes. Have fun.

Ghandi did not drink his own urine.
You are thinking of former Prime Minister Morarji Desai of India

[pangent617]

I am curious as to why the task I outline did not merit an attempt. Was it too public a task. I ask merey by way of curiosity

[MissConfused]

I sense that you are not sure of your position and value in the world.

Your task would be to spread grains of rice over a hard wood or tile floor. Then while wearing a bra several sizes too small and a crouch rope, squat bare footed on the rice facing a wall. Your arms would be crossed behind you and you would then meditate as to how you can improve the life of your Master or Mistress through your service. You are not touch yourself, as mentioned your only task is to determine what you can add to a relationship through your service.

If you decide to accept this task, you may report back directly to the forum publicly.

DesrtDom I did as you commanded
I spread rice in the corner of our bathroom floor
I tied on a crotch rope. I purposely tied it too tight
I do not have a small bra. Instead I grabbed a slacks hanger. It is similar to a coat hanger but it has two plastic clips on it that are used to grab the cuffs on a pair of slacks. I clipped each one of the clips onto my nipples.
I set a timer for one hour then I crawled into the corner on my hands and knees and placed myself into a kneeling position. I clasped my arms behind my back and buried my face into the corner of the bathroom..
I had to crouch under the bathroom sink. It is just high enough for me to kneel under.

The pain was excruciating!
The crotch rope dug into me but as it settled in my lips started to absorb it.
My nipples screamed in pain but as the blood flowed away they hurt less.
THE RICE HOWEVER never stopped hurting. After a bit some of the kernals started to sink into the soft skin of my knees. I found that if I didn't move they would only give me excruciating pain. But the kernals around the edges of my knees never did sink into my flesh. They were partly buried but their edges - their SHARP edges - kept cutting into my knees.
But...... once it was all over as the pain started to subside I was ecstatic. I did something I never did before and I felt as though I was sexier, more confident, stronger, greater, etc, etc, etc than I was before. I do look forward to my next experience.

But DesertDom you hurt me in a way I do not know how to deal with.
While I was kneeling in the corner I fantasized on ways I wished the scenario were different.
I dreamt I had on a collar and a leash. My mistress was holding the leash while she gently slapped me on my shoulders and back with it.
In that painful, erotic intoxicating hour I spent kneeling in the corner I had numerous fantasies but afterward I was left to face the painful reality that they would never come true.
I love my husband, I will never cheat on my husband and I will never leave my husband. But he will never dominate me

[DesertDom]

love,

your forum name is Miss Confused, I gave you the opportunity to look within yourself and see where you wish to go and what your inner needs are. Apparently, it is the new clarity of those needs coupled with your current life situation which is causing the hurt. I did not give you the hurt, it has always been there, I gave you the opportunity for it to come out.


People have no idea how much pain can be caused by a few little grains of rice, do they?

[MissConfused]

DesertDom I will have much to think about tonight

You are right a small grain of rice can cause much pain

[plump_slut]

MissConfused, Your task, if you decide to accept it, is to dab Icy-Hot cream in your ass and cunt, and on your nipples five different times during the day tomorrow.

This is actually quite a lot of fun. Icy Hot in the ass hurts more than you think it might, and it causes you to do that embarrassing squirming thing.

[Slave Manager]

miss confused next week as you go to work or anytime you leave your home. you will not wear any panties or pantyhose. You must also keep a butt plug in your ass. preferrably an inflateable one. Every new day you will add a pump to the plug.