This may sound very esoteric but it has been My experience that the best way to find something is to stop looking for it. Rather, live and breath as you want life to be and whatever you're seeking will come to pass. There is an old Chinese proverb that states, “When a student is ready, a Teacher will appear.” Allow the answers to come to you instead of trying to discover them.

Anyway, I hope your time here is pleasurable, fulfilling, and beneficial.

And, good luck in your journey.