Thanks Diablo. I am assuming that you are referring to me being bi and a switch as the dificult part to figure out what I want..... To answer this is simple. Variety is the spice of life. People change hair styles/color, buy new cars just because, eat a different dessert after dinner even though they do have a favorite and even take a different way home from work just to change things up. Just imagine how much you would lose appreciation for those wonderful sunny 70 degree spring days if everyday was a sunny 70 degree spring day...... I am personally the type of person that hates snow and shoveling it and the fact that I cant drive my sports car in it but I do love the way it looks when it blankets the ground and after the first substantial snow fall I am done with it. Figuring out what I want in the lifestyle is not difficult at all. I want to learn as much as I possible can about all aspects of BDSM simply because knowledge is power.

Hopefully this has given some insite to the planetary gearbox constanty running in my head.