Welcome! Dont be shy (but submissive is fine). You will find a whole section where you can post/reply with other subbies w/o doms looking over your shoulder.

We have all struggled with 'those feelings' so dont feel like you are alone. I tend to be Dominate and I spent years racked with guilt over the nasty things I wanted to do. With help from more experienced D/S couples I have come to enjoy this dark part of myself. Hope you can come to terms with your feelings.

If nothing else - enjoy the hot stories.