WifeMomSlave

First I want to say that things have been going great. Our D/s relationship has been picking up speed and we are finally getting to a comfy place that works for us.

My heart has always belonged to my husband, he had it from the first day we met. I have fallen deeper in love with him with each passing day. When we found this lifestyle, we knew it was a where we never knew we needed to be.

This past weekend I found out what it truly feels like to be owned, mind, body, heart and soul. For the first time, I was punished. there had been a few times before where there was a threat to punish me, but nothing like this.


Everyday I have to practice positions, then text Master that I have done them. I have a specific time that I need to have them done by. Well, I failed to do them by the appointed time repeatedly and Master was not pleased.

As a pain slut, pain is not an effective way to punish me and Master knows this. So he took away my computer privileges for a few days. That freakin sucked! I was pissed, even though I knew I had done wrong and deserved it. I broke Masters orders again. I went on the computer to look at old emails to "prove him wrong". Well....that went well..NOT!

The punishment is obviously over now, but it still is with me. It is kind of a hard thing to wrap my head around. I want to just fall to my knees and submit to Master fully and to always do as he asks.....but sometimes it is so fucking hard! My stubbornness and independent self keeps popping up getting me into trouble. GRRRRRRR!

Anyway, this simple punishment has truly made me feel like a possession...truly owned. Still trying to process it...but it feels amazing!

So, Thank you Master for punishing me. Thank you for making me feel like your possession and for teaching me to pay better attention.