I am a virgin but I have watched read researched and communicated about bdsm and I am very interested in castration play (especially like elastrators and having my balls tied up and forced to watch them turn purple while never knowing whether or not ur going to untie me), pegging, humiliation (being told I have a small penis and threatened to have it cut off), peephole play, and cbt. I'm really looking for a Dom female who isn't afraid to be completely controlling and not afraid to actually castrate me.