It was a struggle

[GoodPet]

Hi, again. Well I wanted to write to people who had to actually struggle to become submissive. Now not in anyway am I saying I didn't want to be..or was forced to, it was just my "oh so sparkling personality" that was holding me back. I was raised in a woman is the power house hold. My mother was the one we went to, talked to, and she handled everything. My dad just worked his ass off to get money in. But the figuring bills, what when who why, that was all mom. So as I grew up I became that way, A very Dom Female.

... but I always wanted to be controlled. When I first became a pet I really struggled with accepting someone's word, (I had bad authority issues). So I was often in trouble and parading silks (which i loath) or stuck on my leash with no personal freedom. One of the main problems was I've got obvious issues, that anyone can see, and they weren't acknowledged.. (I have a very weak bladder and HAVE to go potty like ever 10-15 minutes). So needless to say I got out of it and declined any further contact with him. So when the topic was brought up with my current master I was a little sacred, I was afraid it would ruin any type of chance for "happily ever after" i had with him, but I also knew He was a good man, and would never treat me like my old master had, so I said yes.

Now here where it get a little funny, I had ALWAYS be dom over him, I made all choices, I held him, blah blah..but it was a vanilla relationship, it was just natural for us. So when he "cracked the whip" and started being more empowered and such, I was like "HAHAHAH". It was hard to take him seriously after a year of being together. But then when he didn't just roll over like I expected him to, well...I'm only human..and I can't help but get turned on. The first few weeks were very soft, He didn't wana just throw me back into being a pet. But then it became very normal for us, and now its rare for me not to just pipe the word master with out even thinking. For a first time master, he is strict, but very good. It took him a few trys to realize I like seeing how far I can push him (when we're playing). lol.

As far as how I feel about it now goes, I couldn't be happier about how it all turned out, I got to become who I always wanted to be. Nothing makes me happier then to make sure he's happy. And for a person who never though it would be possible to be a full time pet, its a miracle lol.

So for anyone that thinks it just not possible, its best to find a soft master, someone who is willing to ease you into it with out just slapping you around and hoping you know what everything means. I tried just throwing my self in, it didn't work for me..So if you HAVE experience what I have, and your weary to start again, I'd say to give it one more go, but be careful how you approach it.


I'm intreasted to hear people's personl storys like mine, so type away ^_^

Hugs and Kisses
- Good Pet