When I typed in the title to this thread, I didn't, and still don't, know what I'm going to say in it. I believe thanks is in order, firstly. To all of you, for your support when I left, and for the private messages I received both in the forums, and out of them. A thankyou is necessary for your kindness, also.

It is now that I return to the forums, to somewhere I truly felt myself in all ways; I had feared that for a time...my own needs hurting those around me, as they displayed their anger for what I had become. For embracing this side of myself, my submissive nature. It took a very strong, and kind, and loving man to show me that I shouldn't be afraid. That I shouldn't be ashamed. That I had no reason for hiding myself, when the fault was theirs. It is with those words in mind that I came back to these forums...fear still very much evident, yet I do not want to hide myself again.

I return you now collared. Happier and safer than I have felt in a long time, and I am proud to be "Sir_G" (Gregsta)'s slave. Saying those words it is hard to believe it...HIS slave. And I am thankful to Him for His kindness towards me *smiles*

I look at this now, re-read what I have written, and it is still hard to believe I have returned... no doubt I will argue with myself over posting such writings, and will delete parts, write new parts... annoy the work in progress. But I have found, more than anything, that writing this has shown me just how much I feel when I am here... how honest I truly am with myself, and my sexuality. And now I embrace it.

Thankyou again.
Love, p_j