Rhabbi, good sir,
The question might be not whether you (can) feel it, but rather if you have enough empathy to understand how another might feel it. If that was the quest that's where you succeeded. Let's be honest, the characters were fictional and they were your creation, so you could make them act, speak, and feel any damn way you wanted. You managed to make them believable enough for your readers to become engaged with their tale. That's success in any story tellers book.
Mad